My Innocent Dreams #31

-- Sara --

Thank goodness everything between S3ood & me is back to being normal. I have to thank 3azooz cause his the reason behind all this =’). The good thing is that everything got fixed in the perfect time. Since my finals are just three weeks away i really need to focus on them. I swear i wouldn’t have known what will i do if everything was still messed up. I won’t be able to focus on my exams i can never focus on my exams if there is something distracting me even if it is something really silly. I have been spending the last couple of nights out in Starbucks with Mayed. Actually i didn’t spend much time with him ,since he has been busy with uni work. He’s been so sweet to me and i simply love the way he treats me. Summer is just around the corner this year passed in a blink of an eye. Sadly i won’t be spending  it with the idiots. I can’t imagine a summer without them =). Summer without my idiots is like a summer without the sun. I’ll be spending my summer with my family only this time we will be going to Canada this summer. Since my brother A7mad wants to continue his studies there we will be going with him to check out the place. I am somehow excited and thrilled to go since its on my “Countries To Visit” list *o* !! But i know that it wont be like any other summer ,after all i will be spending it with my brothers how much i adore them \o/. Canada in a month ~o~ can’t wait to be there. I left them and went upstairs to get me a warm bubble bath after this great day. I have been thinking about Mayed all day long. Is it possible to love two great guys at the same time. I don’t even know if i love them anymore. Its too hard to think and choose between these two. I simply love both of them so much. I somehow now can’t feel the love towards Mayed anymore. Am i in denial :/ ? Its like i love them but i don’t at the same time. Weird thoughts are crossing my mind. I don’t want to leave Mayed yet i don’t think i can stay with him. But its not like i am going to even break up with him ,were are not even in a relationship. I am thinking of letting go off both of them. I need to spend sometime alone thinking about all this ,but now is definitely the wrong time since exams are on the doors. I got into my comfy grayish pj’s 

with a cute pic of grumpy from Snow White *o*. I applied some body lotion and sprayed my favorite “night” perfume Chance by Chanel *-*. I put my hair in a messy bun and wore my comfy fluffy slippers =’). I feel so happy i can feel the joy of having everything back as it use to be. I headed downstairs to find 3azooz sitting all by himself facing the tv with dim lights on ,but patently he was paying no attention to the movie which was played. He seemed to be lost in his own world not knowing whats happening around him. I sat right beside him but he was still day dreaming. Six minutes have passed by but he still didn’t notice my existence. It was extremely discreet once i closed the tv i thought that he would wake up and be back to reality but he didn’t. I started to worry about him this is so not 3azooz. Minutes after that he was finally back to reality =). 

3azooz: You’re here

Me: Yea 

3azooz: How long have you been sitting here ?

Me: Well around 15 minutes maybe

3azooz: Okay *he said while rolling his eyes*

Me: Won’t you complete watching the movie ?

3azooz: Huh ? What movie ?

Me: Umm you were watching a movie dude 

He had a straight face on. Whats gone into him :x this is freaky. How can’t he not remember that he was watching something. 

Me: Anyways do you want to watch a movie ?

3azooz: Yea why not :p but under one condition i choose the movie :D

Me: Hahaha why not 

3azooz: I wanna watch “the proposal”

Me: Woah ,3azooz wants to watch a “romantic movie” umm can i have “the 3azooz” back please ?
3azooz: Hahaha yalla 3ad bala sa5afa i wanna watch it

Me: Okay okay i am just surprise that you wanna watch it 

3azooz: I love it. I don’t mind watching it over and over again :p

I sat closer to him i was shivering from the wind. The windows were open and since the weather was really amazing. Weird s3ood was nowhere to be seen. 

Me: Have you seen S3ood ?

3azooz: No the last time i saw him was when all three of us were sitting here

Me: Ohh okay 

He got up and headed to the kitchen and within 5 minutes he was back

3azooz: What about we watch the movie when the pizza arrives ?

Me: As you like 

3azooz: Okay so i will go get some things from the patrol station and i will be back 

Me: Do you want me to accompany you ?

3azooz: Umm is it ok if i go alone ?
Me: Of course *i said with a wide smile* 

3azooz: See you in 20 minutes 

Me: Be careful 

I bet something is going on. He might be worried about something. 

I tried calling S3ood but he didn’t answer. Woah what on earth is wrong with them. I headed back to my room to grab a book and started reading till one of them is back. Half an hour later S3ood enters my room with a smile drawn on his face. He’s face brightens whenever he puts on his charming smile ♥.♥

We apologized once again about everything and how about his attitude towards me in the past days. I had to forgive him and forget it about it. We sat in the balcony under the serene weather. The cold breeze sent a shiver to my spine *-*

We kept remembering our insane moments  ,such amazing memories to be remembered and talked about ♥..  

Me: I miss every single moment =’) 

S3ood: Such great days .. i really miss these days

Me: We were so crazy back then 

S3ood: As if we aren’t now 

We both started laughing =)) by then 3azooz interrupted our conversation. 

3azooz: Dinner is ready x)

We headed downstairs to find pizza boxes and some chinese dishes and some junk placed in the living room in front of the tv. The movies was on and as soon as we sat we played them movie while having dinner. 3azooz was so into the movie =)) is he planning on proposing to someone =). I giggled at that thought and they both starred at me as in shut up x). I couldn’t stop laughing so i left the living room and ran to the kitchen xD. I grabbed us some drinks and went back to my place. I couldn’t watch the movie properly i just couldn’t stop looking at their face expressions and reactions they were simply epic =)). We then played another romantic movie “When in Rome”. I don’t know whats gone into 3azooz whats with all the “romantic” movies tonight ? 

“Are you thinking of getting married” I whispered to 3azooz. 

3azooz: Someone needs a slap here. *he said while looking at S3ood* =))

His expression was PRICELESS =)). I might die from laughter this day was just getting better and better by 3azooz’s presence. We watched another romantic movie as well =)). Three romantic movies in a row !! Oh god i think 3azooz is madly in love :o. The funny part is that he gets so mad when things don’t go as he wants and he starts arguing with us. I just couldn’t stop laughing at his facial  expressions. He had the weirdest expressions yet the funniest. The time flied by so fast it was 11 p.m here. I then went and sat in the balcony reading my story ,after around half an hour they both came holding cups in their hands. We sat there sipping our hot chocolate and starring at the clear sky that was infested with countless dazzling stars. We talked and talked till we got tired it was getting really late 3 hours have passed by like a blink of an eye. 

To Be Continued ...