My Innocent Dreams #32

-- S3ood -- 

I’m more than just happy that everything is back to being normal. I am really grateful and glad that Saroo is back. I want to spend some time alone with her ,but since 3azooz is here i can’t just ignore him after all he is the reason behind my happiness. I haven’t felt this happy in such a long time. I’ve missed spending my nights out with the crazy idiots. I should thank 3azooz for everything if it wasn’t for him then Saro and I wouldn’t have talked today or even spent the day beside each other. My doggedness sometimes leads me to hurting her which i really dislike. She excused herself and went to bed whereas 3azooz and I stayed sitting the balcony under the cold breeze. 

Me: Thanks 3azooz for everything 

3azooz: Why what have i done ? 

Me: Oh come on 3azooz ,if it wasn’t for you then Saroo and I wouldn’t have sat together all day long

3azooz: So everything is fixed now ?

Me: Yes ,thank you

3azooz: My pleasure 

You love her don’t you ?

Me: Yes i do 

3azooz: Seems like you won’t let go off of her although there is someone else in her life right ?

Me: I won’t give up on her she’s all i ever want

3azooz: Ohh tell me all about it 

Me: What’s wrong with you man ?

3azooz: Nothing 

Me: Oh come one who are you fooling ?

3azooz: Dude i’ve missed her so much 

Me: Hanood ?

3azooz: Who else ?

Me: Didn’t you guys meet up ?

3azooz: Unfortunately no 

Me: What about we go and visit her ?

3azooz: When ?

Me: Tomorrow *I said in excitement* you’re not the only one that have missed her okay 3-l 

3azooz: Ayy ayy back off 

Me: Hahahahahahaha she’s one of my “crazy friends” you know so i can’t back off easily *i winked* 

3azooz: I might slap you anytime soon 

Me: Ohhh ohh i’m sorry Mr. A 

3azooz: Shut up

We laughed so hard till we said enough. No words can express how happy ,excited ,and grateful i am. I can’t find the perfect word that can describe how happy i am at the moment. 3azooz excused himself he was sleepy. 

And from how happy i am ,I’m not able to sleep.  

I headed to my room took a hot bath hoping that it will make me fall asleep. And minutes later i drifted off not knowing how.

-- 3azooz --

Its been such a long exhausting day yet it was one of the best days ,since these two are back talking to each other and everything is well i don’t have to worry about anything. The funny thing is that i actually had an important call and they thought i did that so that i would let them alone on purpose =)). 

I’ve missed many things when i left i feel bad for not being here beside Saroo when she needed me the most. Maybe it was for the best i hope that they both had some time to spend alone thinking about where did they go wrong. 

Its weird that Saro opens up to me rather than opening up to Hanood ,and S3ood opening up to Hanood instead of me. I find this funny somehow =)). I’ve been thinking all day long about Hanood her place is empty between us. I’ve missed her so much. The circle is simply incomplete without her, the circle was never complete when one of us is absent. Oh man my finals are in a month and i’m so not ready for any of this. I should start studying from now on. I wonder where will be spending our summer this time i hope it will be in Italy this time ~o~. So sad Saroo won’t spend this summer with us :) i seriously don’t know why don’t we all go to Canada together ,since we always spend our vacation together.

To Be Continued ... 

My Innocent Dreams #31

-- Sara --

Thank goodness everything between S3ood & me is back to being normal. I have to thank 3azooz cause his the reason behind all this =’). The good thing is that everything got fixed in the perfect time. Since my finals are just three weeks away i really need to focus on them. I swear i wouldn’t have known what will i do if everything was still messed up. I won’t be able to focus on my exams i can never focus on my exams if there is something distracting me even if it is something really silly. I have been spending the last couple of nights out in Starbucks with Mayed. Actually i didn’t spend much time with him ,since he has been busy with uni work. He’s been so sweet to me and i simply love the way he treats me. Summer is just around the corner this year passed in a blink of an eye. Sadly i won’t be spending  it with the idiots. I can’t imagine a summer without them =). Summer without my idiots is like a summer without the sun. I’ll be spending my summer with my family only this time we will be going to Canada this summer. Since my brother A7mad wants to continue his studies there we will be going with him to check out the place. I am somehow excited and thrilled to go since its on my “Countries To Visit” list *o* !! But i know that it wont be like any other summer ,after all i will be spending it with my brothers how much i adore them \o/. Canada in a month ~o~ can’t wait to be there. I left them and went upstairs to get me a warm bubble bath after this great day. I have been thinking about Mayed all day long. Is it possible to love two great guys at the same time. I don’t even know if i love them anymore. Its too hard to think and choose between these two. I simply love both of them so much. I somehow now can’t feel the love towards Mayed anymore. Am i in denial :/ ? Its like i love them but i don’t at the same time. Weird thoughts are crossing my mind. I don’t want to leave Mayed yet i don’t think i can stay with him. But its not like i am going to even break up with him ,were are not even in a relationship. I am thinking of letting go off both of them. I need to spend sometime alone thinking about all this ,but now is definitely the wrong time since exams are on the doors. I got into my comfy grayish pj’s 

with a cute pic of grumpy from Snow White *o*. I applied some body lotion and sprayed my favorite “night” perfume Chance by Chanel *-*. I put my hair in a messy bun and wore my comfy fluffy slippers =’). I feel so happy i can feel the joy of having everything back as it use to be. I headed downstairs to find 3azooz sitting all by himself facing the tv with dim lights on ,but patently he was paying no attention to the movie which was played. He seemed to be lost in his own world not knowing whats happening around him. I sat right beside him but he was still day dreaming. Six minutes have passed by but he still didn’t notice my existence. It was extremely discreet once i closed the tv i thought that he would wake up and be back to reality but he didn’t. I started to worry about him this is so not 3azooz. Minutes after that he was finally back to reality =). 

3azooz: You’re here

Me: Yea 

3azooz: How long have you been sitting here ?

Me: Well around 15 minutes maybe

3azooz: Okay *he said while rolling his eyes*

Me: Won’t you complete watching the movie ?

3azooz: Huh ? What movie ?

Me: Umm you were watching a movie dude 

He had a straight face on. Whats gone into him :x this is freaky. How can’t he not remember that he was watching something. 

Me: Anyways do you want to watch a movie ?

3azooz: Yea why not :p but under one condition i choose the movie :D

Me: Hahaha why not 

3azooz: I wanna watch “the proposal”

Me: Woah ,3azooz wants to watch a “romantic movie” umm can i have “the 3azooz” back please ?
3azooz: Hahaha yalla 3ad bala sa5afa i wanna watch it

Me: Okay okay i am just surprise that you wanna watch it 

3azooz: I love it. I don’t mind watching it over and over again :p

I sat closer to him i was shivering from the wind. The windows were open and since the weather was really amazing. Weird s3ood was nowhere to be seen. 

Me: Have you seen S3ood ?

3azooz: No the last time i saw him was when all three of us were sitting here

Me: Ohh okay 

He got up and headed to the kitchen and within 5 minutes he was back

3azooz: What about we watch the movie when the pizza arrives ?

Me: As you like 

3azooz: Okay so i will go get some things from the patrol station and i will be back 

Me: Do you want me to accompany you ?

3azooz: Umm is it ok if i go alone ?
Me: Of course *i said with a wide smile* 

3azooz: See you in 20 minutes 

Me: Be careful 

I bet something is going on. He might be worried about something. 

I tried calling S3ood but he didn’t answer. Woah what on earth is wrong with them. I headed back to my room to grab a book and started reading till one of them is back. Half an hour later S3ood enters my room with a smile drawn on his face. He’s face brightens whenever he puts on his charming smile ♥.♥

We apologized once again about everything and how about his attitude towards me in the past days. I had to forgive him and forget it about it. We sat in the balcony under the serene weather. The cold breeze sent a shiver to my spine *-*

We kept remembering our insane moments  ,such amazing memories to be remembered and talked about ♥..  

Me: I miss every single moment =’) 

S3ood: Such great days .. i really miss these days

Me: We were so crazy back then 

S3ood: As if we aren’t now 

We both started laughing =)) by then 3azooz interrupted our conversation. 

3azooz: Dinner is ready x)

We headed downstairs to find pizza boxes and some chinese dishes and some junk placed in the living room in front of the tv. The movies was on and as soon as we sat we played them movie while having dinner. 3azooz was so into the movie =)) is he planning on proposing to someone =). I giggled at that thought and they both starred at me as in shut up x). I couldn’t stop laughing so i left the living room and ran to the kitchen xD. I grabbed us some drinks and went back to my place. I couldn’t watch the movie properly i just couldn’t stop looking at their face expressions and reactions they were simply epic =)). We then played another romantic movie “When in Rome”. I don’t know whats gone into 3azooz whats with all the “romantic” movies tonight ? 

“Are you thinking of getting married” I whispered to 3azooz. 

3azooz: Someone needs a slap here. *he said while looking at S3ood* =))

His expression was PRICELESS =)). I might die from laughter this day was just getting better and better by 3azooz’s presence. We watched another romantic movie as well =)). Three romantic movies in a row !! Oh god i think 3azooz is madly in love :o. The funny part is that he gets so mad when things don’t go as he wants and he starts arguing with us. I just couldn’t stop laughing at his facial  expressions. He had the weirdest expressions yet the funniest. The time flied by so fast it was 11 p.m here. I then went and sat in the balcony reading my story ,after around half an hour they both came holding cups in their hands. We sat there sipping our hot chocolate and starring at the clear sky that was infested with countless dazzling stars. We talked and talked till we got tired it was getting really late 3 hours have passed by like a blink of an eye. 

To Be Continued ... 

My Innocent Dreams #30

-- S3ood --

It was a very exhausting day at uni ,so i decided to head back home instead of completing the rest of my classes. I was extremely exhausted i just wanted to throw myself on my comfy bed. As i entered the house i heard noises which was coming from the tv. I went closer to find 3azooz laying on one the sofas watching television. I was aghast to find this creature here i was so happy to find him here. 

I cleared my throat: E77m e7m 

3azooz: Tawa nas laish yait ba3ad?

Me: Haahhaha why didn’t you tell me that you’re coming? Does Sara know that you’re here ?

3azooz: No ,didn’t tell her :p *wow Sara =)) ? Since when does he call her Sara ? Seems like they have fought*

Me: and why is that ?

--3azooz-- 

I've been so exhausted that I fell asleep while waiting for one of them to arrive the house. I've missed them so much its so not cool being away from these crazy creatures. Oh ,how much I've missed our long endless walks in the street of Zurich. So s3ood arrived after almost two hours of my arrival ,he woke me up oh how much I hated him at that moment ! I stood there with a blank face and him hugging me :| I was dizzy and he was hyper :). He started poking my cheeks and playing with them the joy (:. Hahahaha I did the only thing that annoys him the most I pulled his hair in return I felt so happy \o/. He seemed disturbed later on ,but he tried not to show it so he was changing the subject since he knew I would ask him. He looked desperate yet lost that's all I could say. I wish I never left and instead changed my whole plan for thus course at the very least. I missed Saroo so much and I really missed our 'midnight talks'. He eventually told me everything and he started to say how he felt and so on. Oh god seems like I missed lots of stuff and I bet Saroo needed the 'midnight talk' in the couple of past days . I felt so bad for leaving these two alone i thought of dropping this course but it's too late my finals are in a month. I hoped that nothing is going to happen till then. Sara eventually arrived back home it was 3 in the afternoon and all three of us were starving we decided to head out for lunch. The funny thing was that they were both angry and mad at each other and s3ood thinks that Saroo called me and Sara thinks that s3ood complained to me =)) they're such idiots !!

I'm so glad I will be spending my weekend with them. Only if Hanood could join us too :').

-- Sara -- 

I was done with most of my classes had a couple more ,but i was so distracted i couldn’t complete my day at uni. I felt dead tired well when i arrived back home i heard noises it was somehow weird ,since S3ood doesn’t really spend his time downstairs specially at noon. I was shocked to find 3azooz home \=D/ i suddenly felt that i am not exhausted anymore although i had a long tiring day at uni. Seeing his face is more than enough. I gave him the tightest-longest hug ever ,and S3ood just stood there looking at me angrily. Hahahahaha he got jealous it was so patent his eyes can’t lie =)). *Sigh* 

Me: So 3azooz how are things there ?

3azooz: Everything is good ,but it would be amazing if we were all still in the same place. *He sighed* 

Me: Aww 7abeeby 3azooz ,so do you like it there ?

3azooz: Yea Geneva is amazing. 

Me: So what got you here ?

3azooz: Ohh so you guys don’t want me :o ?

I started laughing: Nooo of course i do but i mean don’t you have uni to attend ?

3azooz: No ,i don’t

Me: Ohmygod how much i’ve missed you =’) 

3azooz: That’s why i’m here 

Me: Aaaa 3azooz i love you <3 

3azooz: Hahaha Saroo i know you do *he winked* i love you too sweetheart <3

was that they were both angry and mad at each other and s3ood thinks that Saroo called me and Sara thinks that s3ood complained to me =)) they're such idiots !!

I'm so glad I will be spending my weekend with them. Only if Hanood could join us too :').

-- Sara -- 

I was done with most of my classes had a couple more ,but i was so distracted i couldn’t complete my day at uni. I felt dead tired well when i arrived back home i heard noises it was somehow weird ,since S3ood doesn’t really spend his time downstairs specially at noon. I was shocked to find 3azooz home \=D/ i suddenly felt that i am not exhausted anymore although i had a long tiring day at uni. Seeing his face is more than enough. I gave him the tightest-longest hug ever ,and S3ood just stood there looking at me angrily. Hahahahaha he got jealous it was so patent his eyes can’t lie =)). *Sigh* 

Me: So 3azooz how are things there ?

3azooz: Everything is good ,but it would be amazing if we were all still in the same place. *He sighed* 

Me: Aww 7abeeby 3azooz ,so do you like it there ?

3azooz: Yea Geneva is amazing. 

Me: So what got you here ?

3azooz: Ohh so you guys don’t want me :o ?

I started laughing: Nooo of course i do but i mean don’t you have uni to attend ?

3azooz: No ,i don’t

Me: Ohmygod how much i’ve missed you =’) 

3azooz: That’s why i’m here 

Me: Aaaa 3azooz i love you <3 

3azooz: Hahaha Saroo i know you do *he winked* i love you too sweetheart <3

Specially that ,that “creature” isn’t talking to me, Do you know now why i have been coming soo late to the house ?

You made my past weeks like hell. It was as if i had to pretend that you don’t exist and i should avoid even asking you any questions. It was as if i was staying with a whole stranger under one roof.

Me: Saaraa ..

Sara: What s3ood ?

Me: Can we open a new page ?

Sara: And pretend as of the past weeks never happened ?

Me: Umm yea ?

Sara: Well it’s so hard to pretend as if these days haven’t passed ,deep down i’m hurt. I hope you know how it feels like =’) 

To Be Continued ...