My Innocent Dreams #28

-- Hanood -- 

Weeks have passed by and i was missing the guys already only three weeks have passed ,but i still miss them. It wasn’t as i expected it somehow went well. Everything there was good made some friends ,some were from my ex-university. I was able to get along with them i am staying at the dorms for a while i am thinking of staying there for the rest of the semester. The atmosphere here isn’t as fun as it was back in Zurich with my idiots <3. 

-- 3azooz -- 

It was time for me to pack up my things and leave ,but the was a problem. I didn’t  want to leave UZH. I didn’t want to leave my friends ,i can’t leave the two idiots alone. Its getting really hard. I was standing by gate 4 waving at both S3ood & Sara. Although i wasn’t going to a far place i felt sad this might sound really weird and crazy, they say a strong man doesn’t cry. To be honest a tear escaped my eyes and this was the second time the first one was when Hanood left us standing in the train station and this is my second time. I got so use to everything here i mean there’s just one more semester why can’t they postpone whatever that is till the next year. I don’t wanna leave !!

I finally reached my destination i didn’t know if i should be happy or disconsolate

:( ! I am officially in Geneva well its one of my favorite cities ,so it can’t be really bad could it :/ ? I headed to the hotel start away it was so windy and the weather wasn’t helping at all there’s heavy rain ,lightning ,and the wind is freaky. 

I finally checked in and headed to my room start away i took a warm shower got dressed and went headed back downstairs to the lobby. I asked them about any coffee shop ,but the weather didn’t really help so i just went to the cafe thats in the hotel which is located on the 20th floor. It was getting too late so i headed back to my room changed into my pj and then drifted off. 

-- S3ood --

The house feels so empty ,__, this is so weird i can’t get used to this. Well lets keep everything for the time. I just can’t stop thinking about her what will happen ? I can’t do this anymore i might go insane if the two of us are staying at the same house and not being able to be beside each other .. 

Sara came into my room interrupting my thoughts .. 

Sara: You busy ?

Me: Nope 

Sara: Umm S3ood :l 

She stayed silent for a couple of minutes.

Me: I’m listening .. Hello *waving my hands in front of her face* i said i’m listening. 

Seems like someone is daydreaming .. Let me try once more.

Me: Saraa !! 

Sara: Yea

Me: Whats wrong ?

Sara: You scared me :/

Me: Uhh whatever now whats going on ?

Sara: Umm i’ve been thinking before 3azooz leaving that i will be moving out when he does..

I interrupted her: No waaay you’re not going anywhere ,if there is someone that has to move out then thats going to be me understood ?

Sara: S3ood please sit down & calm down

Me: You want me to calm down ? After what i heard v,v

Sara: Umm yea i guess :/

She got up from my bed ,but i couldn’t let her just go like that i held her wrist tightly.

Me: Don’t leave me ,don’t just don’t please

Sara: S3ood please

Me: No Sara listen to me ! I have left you to choose between mayed & me but this time you’re not going anywhere. Is it possible that you can’t stand me anymore ? What have i done to you ? My fault is that i am madly in love with you ! Now tell me what shall i do ?

I threw all these words at her and walked out of the room. I got so mad at her i couldn’t help it but i had to say it all and if i didn’t i don’t know what would have happened if i didn’t say what was in my heart. 

-- Sara -- 

No way that person is S3ood. Am i dreaming or what ? I couldn’t believe what he said. Although he’s madly in love with me he left me choose mayed & he knew it all along. I need to get out of here asap. I grabbed my phone and purse and left downstairs .

I saw him sitting on the couch and he had his hands on his face. I cleared my throat in order for him to know that i’m here.

-- S3ood --

I ran downstairs not knowing what i just said this was really hard to say but it eventually came out. I waited for a couple of minutes but she didn’t come down. 

Another couple of minutes later i felt like someone standing by my side & of course its her ,who else will it be ?! I kinda panicked i don’t wanna talk at this very moment. I feel terrible somehow. 

Sara: S3ood..

Ahh the way my name comes out from her soft voice is to die for.. Only if you know what you have done to Ms.Sara .__.

Me: Hmm 

Sara: Ana 6al3h 

And she turned the other way. Is she kidding me ? She just came to tell that she’s leaving :l

I help her arm softly this time and pulled her closer to me i couldn’t i hugged her so damn tightly and whispered the 3 words ...

“I LOVE YOU” .. I said 

I don’t care even if she’s with Mayed i don’t give a damn i love her and thats all i care about and if she doesn’t say these 3 words back now someday she will ;) 

To Be Continued ...