My Innocent Dreams #16

-- S3ood -- 

I sat properly in order to stand up and get out of this creepy drab room ! I hate hospitals I mean who doesn't. 

I turned to the left and tried standing up ! 

Hanood: ttttt'h 3ala wain inshallah ? Wain tit7ara 3mrk batserr ? 

Me: 3nd 3azooz ba3ad shu !

Sara: s3ood esta'hda bla'h w ensd7! 

Me: 3ad ana basm3 kalmkn 3-| 

Hanood: s3ood banchoof el dctor w ba3dain klna banser 

Me: La walla ! *raising an eyebrow* 

Sara: 'hai walla 

Two minutes later they were so into their convo when they actually thought that I was taking a nap I quickly slipped out of this annoying bed and out ! I was heading to the ICU and that's when I couldn't find 3azooz I quickly ran towards the reception at the ICU and asked about him.  

Me: Hi ,I'm looking for 3bdul 3ziz Al X 

Nurse: Ohh 3bdul 3ziz has been transferred to a room on the 6th floor! 

Me: What ?!! When??! *i said happily* 

Nurse: early this morning ! 

Me: Thannk u * I said as I hurried outside* 

I headed to the elevator and out of my happiness I ran and almost bumped the people because apparently I was running in a crazy way ! I opened the rooms door !! 

3azooz: S3oood 

Me: 3azooooooooz !!! 

He started laughing okay yes I might have looked like an idiot doing screaming !!

3azooz: umm s3ood laish Che labs ? :/

Me: laish Ana shu labs !! 

I looked down at what I am wearing and I noticed that I was wearing this ugh annoying clothes from the hospital !!! 

I sighed      

3azooz: 5aiir s3ood shu stwa??

Me: ugh 5alk 3ani a7ein'h ! Shu inth a7rin ? Inshallah a7san ? Shay ey3awrk ? 

3azooz: umyh em6arshtnk bdal'ha ? 

And that idiot started laughing 

I sighed

Me: laaa2 v.v 

3azooz: 7imdella a7saa 

And before he could complete his word the door opened it was the two devils Sara & Hind  

-- 3azooz -- 

They suddenly entered and both s3ood & I got this mini heart attack the way they opened the rooms door was so damn freaky :/ !! 

Hind: S3oood !!! 

Sara: Mswad el way'h 

S3ood: Chuub 

Me: Umm hello I'm still here ,what's going on ?

Sara approached me and gave me a tight hug and obviously I could see the jealousy on S3ood's face =)))

Hanood then came gave me a hug as well 

Sara: 7imdelllla 3ala slamtk 3azoooz zay'3tna 3laiik !! 

Me: Allah ysalmch saroo 

Hanood: 7imdella 3al salm'h matchoof shar 3azooz  

Me: Allah ysalmch el shar maych ! 

Me: Im extremely happy to find you guys here by my side !! 

S3ood: 3yal wain bankoon '3air 'hni ya3ni !! 

Sara: ohh well excuse us lan'h makna hni earlier today !!

Me: Hai 9a7 laish chee labs ?? 

Sara: Laish ma5brk ? 

Me: la2 * shifting my eyes from Sara to s3ood & raising an eyebrow *

S3ood: ugh mashay ,mastwa shay !! Saroo momnk teybli 5lgani ? 

Saroo: hai momkn bas only if u came with me !! 

S3ood: Fine !! 

They both left 

And a looked at Hanood ! 

Me: Spit it ! 

Hanood: it's just that last night he told us to leave since I was so tired he told us go get some sleep ! And wen we came today we couldn't find him so we went to the reception and they told us that he's blood pressure was very low and he fainted ! 

Me: And ..? 

Hanood: When we came to him he was heading out so he comes to u but we didn't allow him we told that lets see the doc and then we are all coming to see u so he took a nap or shld I say pretended too and sneaked out while Sara & I were having a convo !! 

I started laughing walla 7rkat y'hal =))

Me: y'hal ,btw Hanood wain gom umyh?? 

I said shocked 

Hanood: umm well in the last two days we were kinda lying to them lan'h makna nbahm ey7toon bas we were planning on telling all of them today bas el 7imdella ure out !! 

Me: huh ?!! Out ;s 

Hanood: umm yea you're not in the ICU anymore 7imdella !! 

Me: ICU ?! 

Hanood: yes !! 

She came closer to me and give me a hug !! 

-- S3ood --

Owky saroo like seriously couldn't you just go by yourself I'm tired :( ! 

Sara: Listen you have to tell them and today !! And by today I mean now !!! 

Me: shu inty 9a7yh ? 

Sara: yes 

She reached for her pocket and got out her phone and handed me it and before she does she dialed my moms number ! 

Sara: tell her what happened and let her tell 3azooz's mom and the rest !! 

Me: ufff mnch !! 

She then cupped my cheeks in her soft hands ! 

And I gave her the *do I really have to do this* look and she nodded! 

She left me standing alone in the corridor !!

To Be Continued ... 

My Innocent Dreams #15

-- Mayood -- 

I was very mad at 3alawii I just can't believe he almost killed an innocent man just because that man loves with the girl that he's madly in love with Allah yhadeek ya 3li .. I swear he's always in a rush. He never thinks of the consequence that might happen !! Uggh one day yes one day he will regret it ,but when he will it's gonna be to late :/ !! 

I snapped back to reality once my phone started ringing and that's hen I noticed that 3alwai was gone :O 

-- 3li --

Okay so now I'm heading to the police station I had to make a stop at Oleander you know the one thats on Jumeirah Rd just after Mercato it's the one for the flower decorations ! Anyways I went there and ordered one big bouquet of colorful flowers I wrote a letter: Dear 3abdul 3ziz 

I am truly sorry I didn't mean to hurt you and hope you will get better soon 

You can imagine how guilty I'm feeling right now !!  I hope you forgive me and if you don't you have the rights and I'm not asking you to forgive me after all !! Allah ygawmk bl salm'h. Once again I'm truly truly sorry and I'm an idiot for doing that! 

3li Al X 

And I told them to send it to the hospital and I have gave them his name so that they can send it to his room ! 

-- At The Hospital -- 

-- S3ood -- 

I don't know what really happened cause all I remember is that I fell on the floor and everything went completely black 

I felt something cold on my bare arms 

I tried opening my eyes the first time but failed but I retired and that's when I noticed it was Hanood trying to wake me up! 

-- Hanood --

uggh I feel so bad we shouldn't have left him alone from the pressure his blood pressure was very low and that's why he fainted an cause Mr. s3ood didn't eat anything since lunch I am guessing ! 

It's all our fault or should i say my fault ? 

Me: Salamat s3ood matcoof shar .. 

S3ood: El shar maych Hanood ,umm shu estwa ? 

Me: Uh '9'36k nzal e o'3ma 3laik ! 

He stayed silent for a couple of seconds and just before he opens his mouth in order to say something Sara entered the room !! 

Sara: Aaaa s3ood Salamat :( ! 

S3ood: Allah yslamch 

-- S3ood -- 

Ahh I am soo damn happy that they're both here :D I so love them I jut hope that 3azooz will get better anytime soon 7abeeby maysta'hal !! 

Me: I am so glad you guys are here ! 

I pulled both of them closer to me and have them a tight hug !

To Be Continued ... 

My Innocent Dreams #14

-- Hanood -- 

I don’t remember how both of us fell asleep ,its seems like that we really were exhausted. 

I woke up and it was 9:13 am i was somehow happy i feel like there are good news about 3azooz!  7abeebty saroo she’s sleeping like a baby hugging her teddy bear that i got her n 1st grade 7aytii walla.

I went to freshen up and take a quick bath. Apparently there is a closet that is only for me in Saroo’s dressing room ,and so does she ,she has a closet all for her in my room as well since we sleepover at each others house whenever it pops into our head and when we come back from uni we would usually change our clothes from that closet that we have got at each others room. Hahaha it was our mothers idea .. we have been doing that since 7th grade. When i was done from my 10 minutes warm bath. I accidentally dropped my phone hardly and with that everything dropped from my handbag.

Sara: Ayyyy !!! Laish chee ha laiiish !!! 

Me: Hahaha 3an mat8eey7ein inty bas yalla goomi !

Sara: Uggggh yal 7mara hndo’h ma7bch !! 5aleni argd .. 

Hanood: Its 11 my darling we’re gonna be late !! 

Sara: Late for what ?? *she sounded confused*

Hahahah habla 9adgat ina its 11 x,x 

Hanood: 3ala 3azooz !

Sara: Laish shu balah 3azoooz! 

Hanood: Mn 9dgch inty ? *i was shocked was she acting no no she cant act this way in front of me or is it because she’s half asleep ?. ;/* 

Sara: Yeaa -.-

--At Mercato - Starbucks-- 

-- Mayed-- 

Mayed: El rayal lain a7eein ef '3abybooba shu batsawi ha !!! Goooli !! Gawbny

3li: mayood Allah y5alek eskt Ana sawait chee 3ashan tadri iny a7bha bas hathak 3azooz y7bha w he t7bh a55 yal 8ahar bs matwa8a3t in'h chee ystwi   

Mayed: w a7ein shu naway etsawy ?  3alawi laish etseer 3nd  el shr6a w etgoolhm ely sawaith ! 

3li: et5abalt ??! 

Mayed: Laa2 v.v 

3li: 3yal yadi ely et5abal ,mb 9dgk tbani aser 3nd el shr6a ! 

Mayed: Hai lo Ana knt mkank I wouldnt have ran away in the first place :) * he faked a smile*  I was seriously pissed off cause he did that he has officially gone crazy ,I can't believe he actually got that poor 3azooz in an accident and I just found out today early in the morning !!  He did that just because he wants Hind he did that just to get a girl but instead he broke all six hearts at one time : me, 3azooz ,Hind ,s3ood & Sara! Ugh what will he do next I wondered. 

-- 3li -- 

I started waving with my hands in front of his face ,but he seemed like he was in another world not knowing what was happening in reality !! 

Me: Mayood !!! 

I almost screamed ! Still no response ! 

I decided to stay quite for a while 

I was just recalling what mayood said just seconds ago & thought about what he said about going to the police station and confessing .. I looked at him once more he was still pondering he seemed like he felt disconsolate !! I quickly got up grabbed my car keys from the table and left before he could even notice me !!

To Be Continued ... 

My Innocent Dreams #13

We reached home by ten ,my brother 7maid caught us. 

Hanood excused herself. 

Humaid: What’s up ? *Raising an eyebrow* 

Me: Nothing *trying to sound normal* 

Humaid: You sure ?

Me: Absolutely.

Humaid: If you say so.. 

Me: Yalla 7umaid i’ll go and sleep now ,i’m dead tired ,tamr 3ala shay ?

Humaid: Yea okay ,umm la2 mashkoora. 

He gave me a kiss on the cheek ,and i ran upstairs. 

Hanood’s phone rang ..she handed it to me.

Hanood: Plz answer ,i seriously can’t talk at the moment. 

Me: Sure. 

Apparently it was hanood’s mom.

Me: Esalam 3alikom 5alo.

5aloo maryam: W 3laikom el salam ,halla sara sh5abarch 7abeebty?

Me: El 7imdella 5alo w inty sha5barch ,sh5bar 3ami m7md inshallah b5air?

5aloo maryam: Doom inshallah ,b5air el 7imdella 7alna mn 7alch.

Me: El 7imdella !

5aloo maryam: ‘Ha 3yal wain hnood’h 3anch?

Me: Hindoo mn k’thr makant et’thakr ,rgdat w way’ha 3al ktab. 

5aloo maryam: ‘Ha thara el salf’h chee. *she laughed & so did i* 

Me: ‘Hai walla. 

5aloo maryam: Yalla bas b’3ait a6amn 3ali’ha.. 3yal t9b7ein 3ala 5air umy’h salmi 3ala ‘halch. 

Me: Yo9al ,w inty mn a’hla salmi 3ala 3ami.

5aloo maryam: Inshalla fman allah! 

--- Tooot tooot --- 

And just like that the call ended. 

Hanood seemed so exhausted and unable to keep her eyes awake.

Me: Umm hanoodti .. go take a hot bath ,so you can sleep. 

Hanood: Good idea  *she said tiredly*.

She more than 30 minutes ,and thats so not hanood. she might wanna be alone for a while i thought to myself why not ! 

Few minutes later i don’t know what happened everything was dark. 

I think i feel asleep. 

I felt someones hand on my arms. I opened my eyes slowly and found that it was hanood. 

-- Hanood -- 

Me: Saroo 7abeebty goomi bdly 5lganch 3shan trgdeein eb ra7ach. 

Sara: Uhhhh mabaaa 

Hahaha 7abeebty walla she is about to cry ..never try waking saroo no matter what. She will start kicking and throwing the pillows on the floor and pull the blanket on her face. 

Me: Hahaha saroo yalla 3ad 7abeebty inty. 

Two minutes later she woke! 

Sara: uhh erta7ty a7ein’h ? wa3aatny mstans’h ? *she said as she frowned* 

She quickly took a random pj from the closet ,changed her clothes ,and she came running from the bathroom .. she immediately turned off all the lights and slipped into her bed. And we both fell asleep.

To Be Continued ... 

My Innocent Dreams #12

-- 20 minutes have already passed -- 

-- it’s el m’3arb already -- 

-- S3ood --

 3azooz’s phone rang it was 3ami S3eed. Uhh what will i tell him? Should i pick it up or not ? I’m so confused. I didn’t know what to do.

Me: Aloooo 

3ami S3eed: Alooo Bu Mbarak ?

Me: ‘Hai 3ami 

3ami S3eed: Sh5bark ?

Me: El 7imdella inty sho3loomk shu msawy ?

3ami S3eed: Tmam el 7imdella allah ysalmk ,3yal wain 3azooz?

Me: 3azooz 3nd’h mo7’9ara .. 

3ami S3eed: 3yal achoof  taleeyfon’h 3ndk?

Me: ‘Hai lan’h gabl n9 sa3a kan weyay’h kan 3na break w nsa embayl’h fl cafeteria fa shalayt’h wyay’h.

3ami S3eed: ‘Hai zain zain.

Me trying to change the subject: 3yal 5alo 3afra sho 3loom’ha ?

3ami S3eed: B5air 7imdella 

Me: ‘Hai el 7imdella.

3ami S3eed: 3yal umk w ubook sh5bar’hom? 

Me: El 7imdella damkm b5air ‘hm b5air walla ysalmoon 3laikom w tara b’3aw eyoon el esboo3 ely 6af bas makntow fl blaad.

3ami S3eed: ‘Hai walla ya wldi ma kna ,’haki 5alatk 3afra batslm 3laik.

5alo 3fra: Halla walla eb S3ood ,Waink?

Me: Halla feech ,mawjood.

5alo 3fra: Mn mta ma chftk?

Me: Mn esboo3. 

5alo 3fra: 3ad ‘hal esboo3 chan’h sha’har mb mt3awdein man choofk. 

Me: 7ta ana walla.

5alo 3fra: 3yal 3zooz wain’h 3ank?

Me: Fl m7a’9ara. 

5alo 3fra: ‘Hai.

Me: 3ala 6ary 3zooz tara yimkn eybat 3ndi lan’h mn zman ma ylsna w soolfna fa 3al a’3lb baytm 3ndi el youm.

5alo 3fra: ‘Hai zain zain maswaito ,3yal ana ba5leyk al7ein salm 3ala wald’h wl wald. 

Me: Allah y5aleech ,yoo9al.

 -- Toot toot --

Sara: S3ood shu sawait ?

Me: Ya3ni shu tbaiiny agool’lhm in’h waldkom sawa 7ath *I gave her the annoyed look* 

Sara: La2 bas.. 

Me: 3yal 5ala9 ! 

Sara: Ya allah ,inshallah ygoom blsalm’h ,3al a8al ynsh mn ‘hal 8aybooba >.< 

Me: Allah ysma3 mnch ,inzain a7ein inty w hndoo’h raw7oo el bait w ana batm 3nd’h. 

Sara: Okay ,but if something happens call me no matter what time it is. 

Me: a7san ,cause hanood seems to be so tired. 

-- Sara -- 

I walked to hanood ,she sat at the corner of the hallway 

Me: Hanood ,7abeebty yalla goomi 5aleena enser el bait. 

Hanood: Ba- bas 3azooz !! 

Me: Listen ,you look so tired so lets go to my home and if something happens la sam7 allah s3ood will call us don’t worry ! 

Hanood: Fine ,let me grab my stuff. 

She looked so tired and worried ,oh well we all three of us were tired.. But you know when you would spend almost your entire life with a person and all of a sudden they get into an accident and boom they’re in a coma .. Yea that’s how we felt miserable ,desperate ,depressed .annoyed ,and ,angry.

Hanood is so sensitive when it comes to stuff like this. I remember three years ago her grandfather got a heart-attack and he was in a coma for a very long time since then she hated something called “hospital” and all the things that have to do with someone’s death. I was the one who drove ,because she was about to fall asleep ,and you can tell from how exhausted she looks that she can’t drive. So i drove instead ,and since i was the one who drove ,i thought of taking her to the beach it might calm her down. Some fresh air might do. As i parked in front of Jumeirah’s beach she woke up from her day dream. 

Hanood: Ummm e7na laish ‘hni ?

Me: I thought that some fresh air would be good for both of us ,what do you think ?

Hanood: .. 

She stayed quit. 

Me: I mean if you don’t want we can go home right away. 

Hanood: No ,that’s a good idea. 

She stepped out of the car ,took of her sandals and went for a walk. 

I immediately followed her ,i thought she might want a sisters shoulder at this time. 

Me: Do you mind?

Hanood: Of course not. 

Me: Good then. 

10 minutes of walking passed by silently ,none of us said a word. 

She pointed at my shoulders.

Hanood: Do you mind? 

Me: Of course not ,be my guest *i said as i give her a slight ,soft ,warm smile*. 

I hugged her ,and after that she placed her head on my shoulder. 

I felt like she felt much better standing here under this lovely weather. The weather was perfect for this kind of situation ,it actually calmed her down. 

It was 9:47 pm by then. 

Hanood: Can we go home now ,i wanna sleep ?! 

Me: Suree.

To Be Continued ... 

My Innocent Dreams #11

Me: 7abeebty hanood relax! Shu raych etserein el bait w tirta7ein ?

Hanood: Maba ,ba3dain they will start asking what’s wrong w madre sho.

Me: Okay 3yal go to my house no one is there. 

Hanood: La maba 

Me: Bas.. 

Hanood: S3ood allah y5aleek 5alni ‘hni this is the least that we can do to 3azooz he was always there whenever we needed something. 

Me: You’re right!

I kissed her forehead, she seems so damn tired. I can’t blame her.

Hanood: Wain Saroo?

Me: I think she went to get some fresh air ,you know her she can’t handle seeing 3azooz chee.

Hanood: Yea ,you’re right let’s leave her alone shway! 

Me: 7ad 5abar 3ami S3eed w 5aloo’h 3afra? 

Hanood: La2 .. glt 5al’h eygoom bl salm’h w ba3dain ystwy 5air!

Me: Zain sawaity. 

Hanood: Do your parents or Saro’s know about this ?

Me: No ,btw please don’t tell me that you haven’t ate ?

Hanood: I did. 

Me: Hanood look into my eyes ,i know that you didn’t okay. I will go get you something to eat. 

Hanood: La s3ood maba. 

Me: Bas maystwy. 

Hanood: I’tha y3t i’ll let you know

I gave her that look. 

Hanood: Walla ! 

Me: Okay. 

-- At the hospitals garden there Sara stood --

-- 3abdulla --

Me: Here you go. 

I handed her some tissue & a cup of water.

Sara: Shokran.

Me: 3ala shu.

Sara: 3ala fkra ma gltly shu esmk!

Me: Abdulla Al X

Sara: Aaa inty wld 3ami 3li ? 

Me: ‘Hai 

I was shocked how did she know my father ?

Me: Shu 3arfch ?

Sara: Shu shaklk ma 3raftni. 

Me: Umm la2 

Sara: Hahaha ana Sara Bint 3abdulla Al X e5t Rashid ?

Me: Ohhhh a7ein et’thakartch ! 

Sara: Hahaha 

Me: I remember playing with you & 7maid hide & seek and and shr6y 7aramy ! 

Sara: Hahahha yea good memories.

Me: Yea ,so you guys seem to be close ‘ha ?

Sara: Yea imagine spending all those years since you were born with those 3 ! 

Me: Friends for life. Lovely. I love the way that you guys actually care about one another its lovely. That’s what true friends do! 

Sara: Yea ,i love them.

Me: Allah y7fa’9koom w lay farg bainkoom ,w ygawm Abdul 3ziz bl salam’h nshallah.

Sara: Ameen ,allah ysma3 mnk. 

 We stayed quite for around three minutes. And then my duty was calling for me. 

Me: Yalla Sara it was nice seeing you after all these years i gotta go now cya soon i hope. 

Sara: Same here take care.

Me: Will do ,salmi 3al a’hl w salam 5a9 7ag rashood btw here’s my card 3a6i rashid & if you need anything just let me know. 

Sara: Sure ,thanks int’h ba3ad salm. 

-- Sara -- 

I went back up stairs to check up on 3azooz if he woke up. I found hanood & s3ood sitting there doing nothing just staring at 3azooz they look so sad.

Me: Hanood 7abeebty goomi raw7y w erta7ay. 

S3ood: Told her but she isn’t listening to me. 

Me: Inzain ma tbaini ayblch shay lanch ma klty shay mn el 9b7.

S3ood: Ba3ad gltl’ha ma 6a3t.

Me: I will go get you something from the cafe and you will eat either you like it or not. 

I was heading to the elevator when s3ood called me.

S3ood: You stay here with hanood & i’ll go get her some snack. 

Me: La 3adi i will. 

S3ood: No its ok .. you go sit with her she needs you. 

Me: Yea you’re right. 

S3ood: Yalla ,btw your phone rang it was your mom.

Me: Did you answer ?

S3ood: Yea i did ,she was like wain e5tfaytoo faj2a & i told her that we went back to uni cause we forgot that we had classes so we might be late. ‘

Me: Zain sawait ,now yalla go. 

I went back to hanood & sat beside her i placed her head genteelly on my shoulders. 

Hanod: Mta baygoom !!

Me: Soon inshallah soon.

Hanood: I can’t handle it anymore.

Me: Me neither. Allah ygawma bl salam’h.

Hanood: Ameen. 

S3ood: There you go. 

Hanood: Shokran bas 

S3ood: May59ny bataklein wila ardch el bait ?

Hanood: La la 5ala9 i’ll eat. 

S3ood: Hanood shu raych ninzl ta7t shway ?

She looked at me i nodded to her as in “yea go ,get some fresh air”.

Hanood: Okay.

S3ood: Yalla let’s go ,i’ll be there in a sec.

Umm hey Saroo will you be..

Me: Yes ,yes i will be fine ,yalla go *i smiled a slight smile to him and he gave me one back*. 

S3ood: Cya in 20 minutes.

To Be Continued ...