My Innocent Dreams #23

-- Sara --

S3ood seems to be very mad at me after what he heard. Ya3ni shu ybany atraya ? Lain mta ? If he still didn’t confess to me that he loves me ;when will he ? After another 17 years ? Am i suppose to wait for him ? I wanna see my life & live it the way i want it. I won’t stop at this step for a guy.. Wether he likes it or not i love Mayed & I seriously don’t care about what he thinks about this whole thing. He’s seriously acting like a child.

It was a bright Sunday morning i thought of going out for a walk in this amazing weather. The sky was so bright & it was somehow sunny. And before i leave S3ood caught me.

S3ood: 9baa7 el 5air..

Me: 9baa7 enoor.

S3ood: You going for a walk ?

Me: Yea.

S3ood: Do you mind if i join ?

Me: Not at all.

S3ood: Ok then give me 5 minutes & i will be right back.

He then came downstairs & we left the house. It was kinda awkward between us now. Ever since that day he doesn’t really talk to me ,like seriously sometimes i feel like punching him in the face grow up man!! 

S3ood: So .. ?

Me: So?

S3ood: Umm how are things between you guys ?

Me: Everything is good.

S3ood: Have u seen him lately ?

Me: No ,he’s been very busy ,many projects & researches.

S3ood: Aha i see. 

Okay now why on earth is he asking about him ? Ohh suddenly Mr.Jealous is interested in Mayed. Why can;t he just be happy for me ? 7sasni ina i will run away with Mayed & we will get married or something v_v”.

Why does he have to do this to me ? Why is he treating me like this ughhh ...

My phone interrupted my thoughts ,it was Mayed & a smile approached my face.

-- On The Phone ---

Mayed: Salam.

Me: W 3laikom Esalam.

Mayed: Hmm miss me ? *Evil laugh*.

Me: Hahahaha not much !

Mayed: Are you kidding me ?

Me: Naah.

Mayed: Woah it feels like its been a month since the last time i heard your voice.

Me: Well it wasn’t a month but in fact it was a long time ,last night.

Mayed: I see ,so you free tonight ??

Me: Umm tonight yea..

Mayed: Okay then meet me at Starbucks @ 5.

Me: Okay ..

Mayed: Shu okay ?

Me: Okay !!

Mayed: So see you ?

Me: Duuhh..

Mayed: Okay then see ya tonight gotta go ,love you.

Me: Love you too ,bye.

Mayed: Take care..

Me: Heeheeh you too.

-- Toot toot --

I really felt relived when he called cause seriously its getting really awkward between both S3ood & I. 

Me: S3ood !!

S3ood: Na3aam ?

Me: Why on earth are you treating me like this ? Ely ysma3k eygool chani makl’h 7lalik...

I was getting so frustrated ,annoyed ,& angry on the way he’s talking & acting & treating me... 

S3ood:What have i done ?

I felt like there was some kind of sadness in his voice .. Awwwh 7aram 7ayatii S3ood !! What one earth happened to us ? =( 

Me: Ugggh. 

A tear made its way through. He then wiped it with his warm finger.

S3ood: T3ali let’s sit & talk.

Me: Ohh thank god ,at last !! 

S3ood: Sara !!!

Me: Yess!

S3ood: What have you done to me ? Ha what have you done ??!! How can you ? La’ha darja ana r5eey9 3ndch =( ??

Me: Ana wila ent’h ?

S3ood: I love you ,i freakin’ love you laish laish ?? *Looking away*.

Me: Ohh so now you tell me that you love me? Where were you when i wanted to hear these 3 words from you ,ha tell me. ANSWER ME S3OOD!! 

S3ood: I was always there ,but i never had the guts to tell you that i love you...

Me: Ohh so now that i love someone else you have the guts to tell me & what do you want ? Do want to ruin everything between Mayed & me ? Why ? Please don’t tell me that you’re scared & you’re protecting me from him cause you’re not but i can see the jealousy in you eyes..

S3ood: Jealousy Ha ?

Me: Yes jealousy.

I couldn’t help myself but cry is he kidding me ? I couldn’t think anymore .. I hugged but i wasn’t suppose to hug him after all what he has done to me & the way he talks to me & all .. But i really wanted to hug him..

Me: I love you ,i love you S3ood. *I whispered into his ears while still hugging him*

-- S3ood --

Ohmy did she just hug me after what i have done to her ? I held on to her so tightly i didn’t want to let go off her. I took a deep breathe. She just said that she loves me !!! But what about Mayed ? Is she playing with him ? But she can’t do that to him no matter how much i love her & i don’t want her to hurt someone just because of me. Sara isn’t that kind she isn’t the kind of person that likes to hurt others feelings. We stayed like that for maybe 5 minutes or even more. It felt so good to gave her around my arms in my grip.

Me: Walla a7bbch. *I whispered* 

Sara running her fingers through my messy hair: Adrii walla adrii w ana a7bk..

Me: Bas i can’t..

She then let go of off me.. 

Sara: You can’t what ?

Me: You love him & i don’t wanna come between you guys..

Sara: S3ood..

I placed my finger on her lips as soon as she said my name ... Aaaaah how much i love it when she says my name..

Me: Don’t say anything ..i have always loved you & always will .. your place is in my heart & i will wait for you no matter how much time it takes i will wait for you .. 

Sara: Awwwh S3ood.. why didn’t you confess about everything 3 months ago or even 3 years ago...? Why ?

Me: I was scared.

Sara: Scared of what ?

Me: Off loosing you ,see i haven’t confessed to you but i still lost you.

Sara: You didn’t loose me ,just not yet. I love you.

Me: Okay since everything is better now between both of us .. can i at least take you for breakfast thats the least i can do after what i did.

Sara: So is this your way in apologizing ?

Me: Hmm maybe ;) *Evil laugh*.

Sara: Hahaha okay then ,but can you first go back to the house so i can get a bath & dress up ?

Me: Suree.

We got up and i placed my arm around her shoulders just like old days. Thank god she accepted .. That’s the least i can do x_x. I feel terrible yet happy. 

We arrived back to the villa it was 7:56 am ,yes we actually woke up very early today. Well i wasn’t able to go back to bed after the fajer prayer so i stayed awake and when i checked the bbm’s updates i saw that Sara changed hers so i went to her room & knocked on the door but she didn’t respond so i entered but she wasn’t there so i went downstairs to find her by the door leaving. 

I went to check on the other two i found them in the upper living room with the tv on & both have fallen asleep & each one on a couch aahhh they look cute sleeping in this way <3 i quickly took a pic of them with my phone so i black mail them =))).. 

To Be Continued ...

My Innocent Dreams #22

-- Mayed --

Two months have passed and everything is going well so far. We have been hanging out lately. Its just that this week will be so hectic and i don’t think that there is going to be any time for me to spend with Sara. I hope she doesn’t mind ,cause actually i am the one who minds. I wanna spend the week with here. But i seriously need to focus on my projects & work. She is so hilarious and genial i am starting to love her actually.

-- 3azooz --

These two months have been so busy to all of us. Its like there’s no time to even breathe. But thank god everything is so well although we live under the same roof i miss hanging out with the idiots. And Sara told me about her so called “Mayed”,i was looking forward to meet him but as she says its not the right time. 

I am actually happy for her she deserves all the best as long as she’s happy while having him in her life then why should i make it a big deal ? S3ood & Hanood haven’t been coming early to the house lately they have got all these “group studying” thing. So its usually just Sara & me and since its boring and all we would go have dinner outside and then go for a walk do some crazy stuff. And of course so that she doesn’t miss anything she keeps a small Sony camera in here handbag unlike the professional ones of course i bet that she will get tired of carrying almost everywhere with her. We would capture each moment. 

-- S3ood --

I am hundred percent sure that Saroo & 3azooz are hiding something from Hanood & me. Ohmygod could be :O ? Is there any possibility that they both like each other :O!! This is impossible .. They can’t. 

Me: They can’t 

Girl: Shhhh 

Me: What ?

Girl: Can you please be quite & stop day dreaming i wanna listen to the professor.

Me: FINNE -,- 

My gosh did i just say that in a loud voice :O.. Mama mia ouch !! But i tell you they’re totally hiding something from us. I need to know about what ever that is ASAP !! I hope that i will be able to catch her anytime soon here or at home.

I immediately left the class as soon as the class was over and ran like an idiot around the corridors to reach to the other building so i can catch up on Saroo. 

I dragged her from her arms as soon as i saw her. 

Sara: Ouuuch! 

Me: Asf ;x 

Sara: Ugggh S3ood v.v 

Me: Umm hey are you free now ?

Sara: No apparently i have a class & i believe that i’m late thanks to you ..

Me: Uhh okay fine see you when class is over kay ?

Sara: Okay ,now chaw. *She waved*.

Ohgosh i gotta get to class x_x i totally forgot about myself. What’s wrong with me .__.

I waited & waited for this lame professor to be done with his lecture so i can see her. After waiting for a long time class was finally over and ran outside.. i called her and told her to meet me up in the Uni’s garden. She grabbed us some coffee and came we started talking. 

Me: Do you ..do you li-li-like 3azooz ?

She spilled her coffee on the floor and from the look in her face you say that she was totally aghast yet she bursted laughing. 

Sara: Hell no ,who told you that ?

Me: No one but it seems like what i have thought of is totally right. 

Sara: No i swear there is nothing between the two of us.. in fact there is something that hanood & you don’t know about & i have only told 3azooz about it. 

Me: Ahaaa so there is something that you guys have hidden from us right ?

Sara: Yes ..

Me: & what is it ?

Sara: Call Hanood first.

Me: Why ?

Sara: Just call her ..now ! 

I called so that she comes and meet us up .. Meanwhile Sara was making a phone call..

Then i saw 3azooz approaching us as well 

-- Sara --

I called 3azooz so that he could support me in all of this. I guess i need while confessing to the other two about my feeling towards Mayed. I hope that they don’t get mad at me ,i am kinda scared about how their reaction will be. Cause seriously i have never thought of this before i mean falling into someones hands in this way naah never thought so.

-- 3azooz --

It was mostly me who did all the talking ,since Saro was freakin’ out not wanting to see their reaction towards her or get the wrong idea. I can sense the envy-ness by S3ood towards that Mayed dude. Since he was able to win Sara’s heart & make trap her between his hands. Apparently I was somehow feeling bad for S3ood after all these years that he was trying to win her heart comes a stranger & wins her heart in just a second. But after all i am happy for her ,i am guessing that there won’t be a happy ending to this whats-so-ever called “fairytale”. 

Later that day it was just S3ood & me sitting in the living room while the two ladies were out shopping i guess or so.

S3ood: I am so shocked..

Me: About ? Is it about Sara?

S3ood: Yes ,what else?

Me: Come on S3ood ,shu e7na mb y’hal.

S3ood: Meaning?

Me: 5al’ha as long as she likes him & he does like her back why do you care?

S3ood: 3ashaan ..

Me: 3ashan shu ? Et7b’ha ?

S3ood: Nooo ,but i don’t want het to ..

Me interrupting: S3ood look at me ,i know that you love her so freakin’ badly & i see the way you look at her okay.

S3ood: No 3azooz you don’t understand ..

Me: I don’t understand what ? Look me in the eyes.

He lifted his head to the right to face me..

Me: See even though you know how to lie but believe me your eyes don’t know how to lie. I see the way they sparkle whenever you talk to her.

S3ood: You’re killing me ..

Me laughing: Ohh am i ? Or is it her who’s killing you ;) 

I got up and grabbed him with me .. 

S3ood: Shu tsway?

Me: Goum yalla ban6la3 ntmasha ..

S3ood: A7eein’h?

Me: Yeees.. & will grab some coffee maybe ?

S3ood: Uhh fine but wait i need to go & change..

-- S3ood --

Maybe 3azooz was right i’m kinda feeling “a bit” just a but jealous. I never thought that there is some random guy & that’s gonna show up someday & love her that way.  Am i being selfish :S ? But what the hell i love her .. So what do expect from me. I somehow got angry when they both told us about earlier this day. I want her all for me. SHE’S MINE !! MINE !! I don’t even want to meet him if i do i might kill him. I am so angry at her now. I quickly changed my clothes & out on a white Armani short with black Armani buttoned shirt & a black Louis Vuitton sandals. We headed to one of the cafe’s in the next neighborhood to grab some coffee. We then left for a long walk it was 11 pm we were getting so exhausted so we headed back home.

To Be Continued ... 

My Innocent Dreams #21

My Innocent Dreams #21 

-- Mayed --

After she left i starred at the window watching the rain droplets racing on the clear window ,it started to become dark and colder. To be honest i started to get a bit scared the noises outside are freaky and i am somehow worried about Sara i hope that she made it to her home safely. The trees seem to be fighting with each other. The view from here is freaking me out. I just hope that there won’t be any storm or thunder. I better get going i thought to myself. I arrived to my apartment safely my friend was in his room i bet his was either watching a movie or playing Wii. I took a long warm bath then hoped on my bed turned the tv on. “When in Rome” was on ,but to be honest i was paying no attention to what was happening on the tv. I was just pondering about her ,she is so ... indescribable thats the only word that i can define her in ;D. I can’t stop thinking about her amazing big breathtaking brown eyes ,they are stunning. In fact i started liking her i guess ,i haven’t spent much time with her & its true that i haven’t known her for such a long time but i think i think that i might just like her a little too much. 

I can’t stop thinking about her.. 

-- Sara --- 

I spent the night with them watching “A walk to remember”. Not matter how many times we would watch it we never get bored of it. I tried not smiling a lot while sitting with them ,its not that i don’t want them to find out about it. But i want to tell them about my feelings towards him when the right time is here ,in fact i am not definitely sure about how i feel towards him. I just met him this week maybe its just a bit too early to know how i feel about him. Lets leave all this for the days and as they say “Hakuna Matata”. I was really starving ,so i went to get me some junk from the kitchen. I then peeked out of the window to see that there is a strong storm i out there. I was quite aghast i hope that he reached home safely. Aww 7aram oh my what if something happened to him :O? What if he is stuck at Starbucks :O? I don’t even have his number i don’t even know where does he live so i can at least ask about him =(. It seems like i will just have to wait till tomorrow...

-- 3azooz --

I was starting to get thirsty ,so i thought of getting me and the others some soda or juice. I then saw Saroo wondering in her own world in fact she seemed very happy to me. I wonder what is this all about. Its good to see her happy ,but i am just wondering who is the reason behind her smile ? Is S3ood ? Or could it be someone else ? Or something else ? I ,myself started wondering.. Should i talk to her ? Hmm i am not sure if asking her is going to be a good idea or not.

Me clearing my throat: E77m Sara...

No reply 

Me:Sara !!! 

Sara: Yea?

Me: Hey ,whats wrong ?

Sara: Umm nothing i guess ..

Me: Are you sure ?

Sara: Yes. 

Me: Hmm you seem quite happy & i am starting to wonder who is this thats making you smile endlessly ? *I winked*.

Sara: 3azooz tsta’hbal ? 

Me: No ,come with me. 

I dragged her to the to the other living room. 

Sara: 3azooz ? 

Me: Halla.

Sara: What do you exactly want ?

Me: Listen Sara ,i don’t want anything i just wanna see you guys happy but at the same time i would love to know the reason as well if you don’t mind of course.

Sara: I see ,i know where this going. 

Me: Listen i don’t want to force on telling me ,but you know that i’m always & will always be there for you right ?

Sara: Of course.

Me: So are you gonna spit it out or ? 

Sara: Or what ? *raising an eyebrow* 

Me: This 

& i started tickling her.. 

Sara: Okayyyy bass fine i will spit .. 

Me: Only if you want too *evil laugh* 

Sara: Oh my yal sa5eef.

Me: Inzain yalla goomy.

Sara: Laish ?

Me: Shu laish ya3ni batmein bro7ch ‘hni?

Sara: A55 mnk.

We grabbed some junk & drinks from the kitchen & headed back to the living room where Hanood & S3ood were. 

I swear its like that haven’t noticed that we were gone .. 3anabu 

They’re so into the movie gosh. 

S3ood: Uhh zain youm ybtu shay nakl’h. 

Hanood: Ana wayed yo3an’h.. Shu raykom n6la3 nt3asha bara3 ?

I immediately looked at Saroo & started laughing. It seems like these two have no idea about whats happening out there. 

S3ood: Bsmilla balakum ?

Me: Walla el jaw mool maysa3d .. go see for yourself ;). 

Hanood: Bsmilla mta ‘ha stwa ? O:

Sara: When 3azooz & i were in kitchen we heard the noises so yea we just knew about this around 15 minutes ago i guess. 

S3ood: 15 minutes :O.

Sara: ‘Hai you giys haven’t even noticed that we left the room. 

Me: Okay since we can’t leave or even order what about we cook ?

Sara: Im in..

Hanood: I need to take a quick bath & i’ll catch up with you guys kay ?

Me: Yea sure.

S3ood: Hmm I don’t know ... 

Sara: Shu you don’t know ,its either you wanna help or not 3-l 

S3ood: I need to make a call & i will be there in 10 mins.

Sara: It seems like its only me & you.

Me: Hahaha yea goomy.

-- Sara -- 

We decided to make some toast pizza & a penne white pasta. Thank god we had all the ingredients cause there’s noway we are going out there in this weather. 

Hahaha this is so much fun 3azooz accidentally spilled ketchup on my hand while applying some on the toast. It was enjoying it in fact. & S3ood and Hanood never showed up typical them. We then were done with the toast & the pasta i arranged the table for the four of us.

3azooz: Agool Saroo what about some crepe or pancakes ?

Me: YESS YESS!! Aaaa f 5a6ri Crepe with nutella & strawberries on the side & a scoop of vanilla ice cream.

We first had dinner.

S3ood: Yuuum ,this pasta is so delicious.

Hanood: S3ood don’t forget the pizza.

S3ood: I didn’t ,tslam eydkum. 

3azooz: Bl 3afy’h.

Me: Allah ysalmkum.

3azooz: We have a treat after dinner but you guys don’t deserve it... 

S3ood: W laish inshallah we don’t deserve it. *He said with a sad face* 

Daloo3 walla in’h daloo3... 

Me: That’s cause you guys said that you will help but you didn’t.

3azooz: So no dessert for you guys.. 

S3ood: Okay banchoof .. Hanood & i will make our own desserts.

Hanood & s3ood cleared up the dinning table & washed the dishes whereas 3azooz & i made the Crepes & Pancakes & Waffles. 3azooz helped me wash the berries & i got the ice cream out. We the added some nutella on the Crepes & served it with two scoops of ice cream. We headed to the living room to find the two chit chatting and laughing. 

3azooz clearing his throat: E777m e77m..

Me: Ha wain el dessert ely sawaito ?

S3ood: ‘Hakoo fey eydch ;)

Me: La e7lf int’h bas ?

S3ood: Maba.

3azooz: Ma tba wla ma tba t7lf cha’thb ;).

We all laughed & talked & enjoyed our desserts.

It was quite an amazing night to all of us. I love the fact that we now live together all four of us. Its so cool like this ..

To Be Continued ...